Days 3 and 4- 31 Day Challenge

 

Still linking up with The Nester for her 31 days challenge!

Yesterday was a wash.  I knew we would be traveling to Pittsburgh and didn't plan ahead to have a post ready so I am already a little off on my posts. I figured I would just share a few moments that have been on my mind yesterday since I don't have any pictures from yesterday. 

There are things that Nathaniel does everyday that I hope I never forget.  He is at a fun age where he is still learning so much especially how to communicate with us.  His vocabulary increases everyday and there are times when Tom and I look at each other and say "did you teach him that word?" It is one of the best parts of being a mom, watching the littles grow and learn new things.  One of my favorite new things Nathaniel has learned is that when I go in and get him from bed in the mornings (before dawn these days, how do you tell a 2 year old to stay in bed when it's still dark outside?) he will sit up look right at me wave and say "hi mom."  It's the way he says it and the little wave.  It melts me everyday and definitely helps when I am exhausted.  Seriously kids are so lucky they are cute because when they do something bad they have a way of looking adorable and making you forget why you are mad.

Jackson is equally as cute but in his chubby little 4 month old ways.  He has the biggest open mouthed grins that I just can not get enough of these days.  My favorite smiles are when Tom is holding him and I enter a room.  When Jackson sees me or hears my voice he just grins like the Cheshire cat.  It's amazing and makes me feel so special.  Jackson's little moment that I hope I never forget is  the cuddles I get in bed these days.  I am one of those bad mommas who brings the baby to bed for his middle of the night nursing session and somehow he never makes it back to the crib.  Truly most of the time I end up passing out as well but somedays I just want to cuddle my warm little baby.  I know that my days of sharing my bed with him are limited so I don't want to miss out now while I can.  He is so warm and snuggly.  The best part is when he starts waking up in the morning and he stretches so big and then he farts.  haha! If you would have asked me 5 years ago if I thought a fart was cute I would have had a different answer.  But Jacksons little farts in the morning just crack me up.  I love these moments


We have lots of errands and running around to do today but I will try and snap some Iphone pics so tomorrows post isn't quite as boring!

Day 2- 31 Day Challenge

 

 

When I had Nathaniel I was the queen of documenting every single coo, smile and laugh.  I have thousands and thousands of pictures.  I took his picture every month for his baby book and was diligent about making sure I took pictures of him with his grandparents and great grandparents.  Poor little Jackson, my sweet second child, is already getting the shaft.  It's ten times harder to document every single moment of his life while I have a 2 year old trying to rip the camera from my hands while screaming CHEESE.  I hope this challenge forces me to get better about taking pictures of Jackson. I am the third of 4 children and it's amazing the lack of pictures of me and my younger sister.  I was always annoyed by it but now I get it, sorry for bugging you about it Mom!

 

I am showcasing just my handsome blue eyed boy today! He is only 4 months old but he is already one of the most expressive, happy babies I have ever been around.  I hope he stays this way forever

 

Jackson's sweet little face melts me into a puddle of mush (he was lying down which is why all these are turned this way)

 

does it get any better than a sweet baby sleeping on your chest

 

 

 

I love his precious little face and I hope when he is 20 I can still remember this big toothless grin and smiley eyes.



Day 1- 31 day challenge

As part of this 31 day challenge one of my biggest goals is to document my average day to day with the boys.  It's amazing to me how quickly time goes when you have a little one running around.  I have heard the phrase "the days are long but the years quick" more times than I could count but it never rand more true than when Nathaniel was born.  I have been blessed in that I am able to stay home with the boys.  I have beautiful memories of my days at home with Nathaniel, playing, eating, cuddling and napping together.  It truly was a magical year getting to know him and growing as a mommy.  Now as a mom of 2- a 2 year old and a 4 month old, it's a whole new ball game.  Long gone are the peaceful days of playing or cuddling.  Now I have a 2 year old who doesn't sit still, is working on potty training (a post in and of itself) and deems any use of the word no by me to be the biggest injustice in life.  Jackson is as needy as any typical 4 month old could and should be but gone are the days of sitting for hours rocking my sleeping baby.  I spend my days rocking, burping, feeding, playing, singing, coloring, wrestling, calming, and pretty much any other action you could think of with both.  My hands are busy but my heart is so full.  I didn't find out about this challenge until about 9 pm last night which meant that today's post wasn't well thought out, but that's fine, since that is my life these days.  I don't have beautifully executed and well thought out photos to share but again that is my life.  I am going to share some moments that I captured on my iphone recently because these are the ones I hope I never forget.

 

sitting in the "potty" (bumbo seat) in the tub

 

cuddling before sunrise watching cartoons with my favorite 2 year old

 

they will find you, and shoot car McQueen under the door at your feet

lining up our favorite car guys

coloring in a big box makes a rainy day go fast

 

"baby jack needs a hat"

big boy undies and a red headband-perfectly acceptable

I never get tired of cuddling this sweet, smooshy face

daddy and baby jacks sleeping in

two boo boos this week- a fat lip and a black eye.  playgrounds are not for the faint of heart

this sweet boy passedout during tummy time and crossed his little feet- melts my heart

all dressed up and no where to go! ha!

 

That's it for today, hopefully I get myself more organized for tomorrow

31 days of moments

I found a challenge that a few of the bloggers I love are doing it.  Basically I am promising to write every day for the month of October.  I chose the topic of family and I plan on focusing on life's little moments with my sweet babies.  Nathaniel has changed so much in 2 years and I know it will be the same for Jackson.  As a side note, it's totally true about taking less pictures of your second child so I want to remedy that.  I hope I can capture some of the best and worst parts of our days for the next month to have here and to look back at all the things that will change in just a short time.  I am linking up with The Nester for the challenge and I am already scared about the commitment but super excited to push myself!
Here goes nothing!

Just to talk

Sometimes I sit down to blog something and I swear to baby Jesus that nothing comes out.  Wait, I lie, things come out but then I erase it all and try and write what I think people will want to read.  I spend so much time writing, erasing and rewriting then nothing ever gets posted.  That wasted time is so annoying to me especially since I don't have any readers, or any that I know of! So I spend all this time worrying about what people will think of me, or my kids, or my husband when no one reads this damn thing.  That being said I think I will just start writing what feels good and honest because I think this could be a good way for me to look back at my life 10 years from now and hopefully say "damn you had a good life" and not "who the hell were you trying to fool?"

Moving on! I wanted to write a little about the boys and how amazingly different the 2 of them are turning out to be, I say this knowing full well that Jacks is only 7 weeks old and he will continue to change and probably prove me wrong over and over again.  Anyway when I first got pregnant with Jacks I was shocked at how different things felt.  I suddenly had morning sickness and was cursing myself for assuming that both of my pregnancies would be so easy going and fun.  After the initial curse of nausea wore off around 17 weeks the rest of the pregnancy was pretty nice, I didn't gain 300 lbs or get swelling or any of the other fun pregnancy stuff I just expected since I didn't have it with Nathaniel.  So my pregnancies were different, chalk that one up to chasing a 2 year old around while incubating another human.  I should've assumed that since things up to the end of pregnancy weren't the same that labor would be no different but like a silly school girl I again just assumed (what is that saying about assuming things again?) that my labors would be the same.  I got incredibly lucky with Nathaniel and was only in painful labor for less than 5 hours before he was born so why wouldn't my second labor but even easier, I mean don't they say the second time is faster?  Yeah well WRONG.  I was in labor for a full 24 hours with Jackson but luckily the crazy painful part wasn't that long thanks in part to the best epidural ever! So pregnancy and labor aside, I have 2 sons- boys are all the same right? BAH wrong again.  Nathaniel was one of the neediest babies ever although it wasn't entirely his fault.  I totally held him all day and night just looking at him and cooing at his every moment.  Hell you only get one baby once and you probably never get the chance to just fawn over a baby as much as you do with your first so I soaked up every minute of it.  Turns out that while I was right that I probably won't get to fawn over Jackson quite as much as I did Nathaniel it also created a little monster that wanted all of my attention all day and night.  So I created a not sleeping unless he was held, cute as a button monster.  Luckily I don't have all day to sit and gawk at Jackson, but don't get me wrong there is still a fair amount of gawking happening, I mean seriously who doesn't want to just cuddle a new baby?? Jackson just seems like a much more laidback baby, he's perfectly content to not be held all day.  He even likes the very expensive swing that I think we used a total of 10 minutes with Nathaniel.  He sleeps great at night has me spoiled with more sleep than I got in 6 months with Nathaniel. I probably just cursed myself by writing that out loud but the point of all this is that my boys are different.  One dark haired with blue eyes (Jackson) and one blonde with brown eyes (Nathaniel, duh), but for as different as they are they are similar.  Both are porkers who love to eat- hello 13 lb baby who has gained 5 lbs!! in 7 weeks haha, they both wrinkle their foreheads the same way and more importantly they are both my sweet babies. 

 

Trying to get a picture of my 2 boys on July 4th.

Ending the blog hiatus

I guess it's about time to end my self induced blog hiatus.  Somewhere along the way while growing a healthy baby boy while watching a crazy almost 2 year old I just ran out of time and energy to try and blog.  That being said I definitely miss having something that is just mine.  Being a stay at home mom is satisfying in ways I never imagined but it doesn't mean that I don't still want or need something all my own to keep my sanity.  Reading and writing has always been "my thing" so I'm hoping to be able to get my thoughts out here and hopefully gain some readers with my incredible wit and sarcasm, ha ha ha!

So when I last left off I was growing boy number 2 so its time to announce that he has arrived.  Jackson Ellis arrived healthy and happy 2 weeks early on May 23, 2013.  He weighed in at 8 lbs 3 oz and 20.5 inches.  He was a full pound lighter than his big brother which shocked all of us, even if he had cooked 2 weeks longer I can't imagine he would have been over 9 lbs.  We had an amazingly different birthing experience than we had with Nathaniel and although I still didn't have the birth I planned for I still ended up with a healthy baby.  Maybe if I can get my stuff together I will write down Jackson's birth story.  I have been trying very hard to do the same stuff I did for Nathaniel for him so he doesn't grow up with that whole "Nathaniel got everything, I got nothing" attitude.  Easier said than done but writing the birth story and taking a few more pictures can't hurt!

first pics of mom and her boy

daddy holding his son for the first time

Other than trying to adjust to a new family of four I have been keeping myself busy with visitors.  We had the hubs mom here to stay with Nathaniel while we were in the hospital and she stayed for a week after we came home from the hospital.  Then we had my sister and her boyfriend visit for a night and then finally my mom came and stayed for a week.  I have been blessed to have the hubs home for a full 6 weeks as well and he returns to work this week.  I say blessed but really there were days that he was more work than he was helpful.  I think I might have said "I wish you were at work" more than a handful of times, haha, poor guy had to deal with a sleep deprived wife and a rambunctious 2 year old.  In all seriousness he used his time off to get a bunch of house related stuff done (refinishing our shitty, splinter inducing deck, replacing our front storm door as well as all of the wood around it, etc) as well as go on adventures with Nathaniel.  They went to DC for a day, went to the local railroad museum, spent a day playing at the mall, and other fun shenanigans while I stayed home breastfeeding the new guy.

Nathaniel meeting his baby brother

trying to get a pic of our new family was harder than I thought it would be

 

 

Otherwise we have been just trying to get as much sleep as we can and staying cool since it has been HOT here.  I wish I had more exciting things to share but right now life is pretty dull.  I know that once Tom is back at work and I am the sole entertainer that I will have to find things for Nathaniel to do so our days will be a little more exciting.  Hopefully then I will have more to share. 

 

 

Oh on a random note I am posting on a moms blog about life after babies and getting your body back so hopefully that will direct some new readers here!

 

I promise I won't wait 2 months to write again!

 

23 weeks pregnant with baby number 2

How Far Along: 23 Weeks 1 day!

Size of baby: ear of corn- 8.5 inches and 1.5 lbs

Total Weight Gain: 17 lbs i think, official weigh in will be friday at the doctor's office

Maternity Clothes: this pregnancy is so differernt from my first.  Im still wearing all my non maternnity jeans some with a belly band some just under the belly.  otherwise ive been wearing leggings and tunics or dresses.

Gender: another boy

Movement: lots of movement.  rolling and turning over and some sharp jabs that are kicks or punches im sure  today was the first day i really watched movement happening from the outside and it never gets old.

Sleep: . well after a week in pittsburgh with a toddler who would not stay in the pack in play all night I was happy for my first night back at home in my bed.  too bad toddler woke up at the crack of dawn and i tossed and turned all night.  sleep is one of  those things you take for granted when you aren't pregnant. i miss a good nights sleep!

What I miss: being able to eat lunch meat whenever i wanted and not warmed up. other than that life is pretty much the same.

Cravings: red meat, i have a major iron deficiency this pregnancy and have been taking a supplement but red meat still sounds so good.  i had a medium done hamburger and i think my family almost had a heart attack. they have never seen me eat meat that wasn't well done pretty much ever.  it tasted so good.

Symptoms: kicking of course and heartburn.  again totally different pregnancy this time.  i never had heart burn too bad last time. this time around the strangest things have me breathing fire.

Baby #2- 20 week update

How Far Along:20 weeks

Gender: just found out last week it's a boy!

Size of baby: what to expect says that he is the size of a mango or about 10 oz and 6.5 inches.  

Total Weight Gained: so far 16 lbs which is more than i would like to have but im trying to just go with the flow.

Maternity Clothes: none yet.  my jeans still fit and ive been wearing tights or leggings pretty often
 

Movement: yes lots, it's so amazing to feel this time around since last time i wasn't 100% sure if it was movement or gas haha.  hubs has even felt the little guy squirming around.

Sleep: well this is a sore subject in our house.  if i fall asleep its so early and then i pee 10 times during the night which is a pain and wake up so early because of a sore back.  also nathaniel is getting 2 teeth so he has been waking up screaming at least once a night.  not the best for any of us.
 

What I miss: being able to eat a cold turkey sandwich.  i miss the ease of a quick lunch for me and the munchkin
 

Cravings: i dont think i have real craving yet just more or less things that taste better than others.  currently orange juice tastes like liquid gold and i have really been into salty foods- popcorn, pickles, olives, salads with caesar dressing.  i also really want watermelon but cant justify the cost.
 

Aversions: chicken, i cant stand the thought of cooking it or eating it
 

Symptoms: just a little heartburn, nothing major.

Best Moment this Week: getting confirmation that it is indeed another little boy. asking nathaniel is he is excited for a baby brother

here are the pics for the week